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| Sunday, November 29th, 2009 | | 2:42 pm |
Sodding year.
2009 so far has been fairly irritating. I am glad it's nearly over, and I look forward to a new plan of attack for next year. After being messed around by the college in Cardiff (the sole reason I moved here) I decided to continue with the Open Uni course I was doing, but branch out in my choice of modules. Starting February, I will be doing a module on Law, which should get me up to speed on my essay writing skills (which have been ignored for a while due to not having to write in any real structure for a few years). I will also be studying a module of Maths by Letters (which will basically be algebra, and calculus). Together these two courses should get me to the right skill level to do the Access course in Physics and Mathematical research in Birkbeck University. Although this is essentially a college course, I can do it at a University to a higher level and not have to do essential courses to everyone who attends. Failing that I should be able to get into Kensington and Chelsea College to do the Access to Social Science research. Passing either of these courses will gain me guaranteed interview to pretty much and Russell Group University. I need to concentrate on my education, and to a certain extent any future career I have now, seeing as most of my friends at the moment don't really speak to me. Well most of them ignore my texts, and calls, yet are really nice to me when I see them out. So sod them. 2009 has seen insomnia return, and made everything all the more difficult, so everything has a slightly dream like quality sometimes. It also means I have a creative block most of the time. I don't know where this is going, so I will stop writing. I may finish this post. | | Monday, May 25th, 2009 | | 12:27 am |
Bloody hell. Women are usless. | | Sunday, May 24th, 2009 | | 7:26 am |
I'm moving back to cardiff in 8 weeks which should be fun. I should have enough money not to work over the summer - which will be great for sorting my head out. Maybe catch up with some old friends. I need some friends back. I've loved here for 2 years now and haven't made any lasting friendships - people come and go. The only time I ever see anyone interesting is if I tag along to someone elses invitation. I have absolutely no one to talk to here and I feel isolated. My therapist thinks this is exagerrated home sickness - and it could be true. I'm not sure though. I don't even know why I'm posting this. | | Tuesday, January 27th, 2009 | | 5:53 pm |
I need to move out. Does anyone have a spare room/sofa or anything. I don't know whether I want to stay in london anymore - but I need a new place to live. Alternatively, does anyone want to get a flat share? | | Sunday, November 23rd, 2008 | | 11:18 pm |
I got my new phone today. It rocks. That's all for now. | | Thursday, November 20th, 2008 | | 5:05 pm |
Looking up.
Well things are definately looking up since my last post. The idiots at work made me permanant. Which is good! I found out that all will be well with my grand father, although he will have problems, he will live. And the new blackberry will be mine, hopefully on saturday. Woop Woop. We're moving house soon, and the drop in rental prices in London is amazing. I can't wait to get a bigger flat for cheaper. :D | | Thursday, November 13th, 2008 | | 10:08 am |
Will this year please just end.
It seems that this year is not going well. At the beginning of the year one of my grand parents died. My Mum has had a cancer scare, and now my living Grand Father has been rushed into hospital with a brain tumor. This year seems hell bent on testing my feelings of mortality. Now I have to go and work a 12 hour shift in the busiest office, in the busiest store, on London's busiest shopping street. Oh the fun. Fingers crossed I'll be able to work from home by next year. I should be in Cardiff soon, as that's where my Grand Father is. Need to have a fag and go to work. I sincerely hope everyone is OK. | | Wednesday, October 15th, 2008 | | 11:54 pm |
People are fucked up creatures. They know that they were in the wrong, and I accept that yet they try and drag everyone around them down with them. That's the childish attitude of the goth scene i'm afraid. Everyone involved in it can fuck off back to their candy heart land of the alphabet - remember you're C's your K's your E's you L - S -Ds or whatever and crawl up your own ass and die. Bye bye goth scene - i won't miss you. | | Sunday, October 5th, 2008 | | 11:45 pm |
Torn
My mind is splitting into two parts. One part that loves London and never wants to leave. The other is thinking "oh my god if I lived and worked in Cardiff I would have to pay just over half the rent I pay now and not earn much less." What the hell should I do. Pro's and con's would be a help people. My main thought is that there is no where in Cardiff where the buildings are particularly nice looking, i mean there's the Civic Centre which is incredible, but I'm talking residential. In London we have the long terraces of five storey Victorian/Georgian houses turned into flats (where I am now) and the huge detatched mansions in between Bayswater and Notting Hill. We also have the beautifully preserved red brick "mansion blocks" (most are ex council buildings but that makes them no less beautiful) of Mayfair and Chelsea. What has Cardiff got(not rhetorical?). I seem to remember my great grandmothers house in pontcanna exactly as i see the house I live in now, but i doubt that's the case, I'm sure it was just another white painted terrace house, the same as they all are in the area. So seriously guys, tip my mind in either direction. Give me some good and bad points of either cardiff or london. Any help will be appreciated! (P.S If I do move back to Cardiff it'll be next June/July for a year or six months, as a break to save some money or whatever) P.P.S Excuse the bad grammar, and rushed text, it's midnight on Sunday and I've just spent 5 hours coming home from Cardiff! | | Tuesday, August 19th, 2008 | | 5:32 pm |
Madness.
It's mine and Chip's one year anniversary tomorrow. Scary, but exciting. I'm glad we've lasted this long, and hope we will have many more anniversary's. I had another interview today, to work in the accounts dept in Primark on Oxford St. I think it went quite well, more to come on that. The guy interviewing me seemed to like me, he told me i looked exactly the same as his boyfriend, maybe that's a good thing. We'll see. Anyway, off to eat. Yum yum yum. | | Thursday, August 14th, 2008 | | 12:25 pm |
Ugh, I'm so ill. I think I'm dying. Well not really, but I want to go back to bed, not go out. But no I have to go out! Damn it! | | Tuesday, August 12th, 2008 | | 2:22 pm |
Dear Subway, thank you for the worst sandwich of my life. End. | | Sunday, August 10th, 2008 | | 9:23 pm |
Anyone who's ever lived in South Wales, or visited for over a day should find "Taff Wars" on YouTube. Some of them are hilarious, some are pants though. If you do find them, search for the Rhondda Valley episode. | | 4:23 pm |
Random.
Manchester United, or some other football team that wears red are playing today so there's loads of hooligan looking people around. I cut all my hair off yesterday, again. It looks quite good, although I think male pattern baldness is starting for me. I'm only 19, so it's not that good. It's only hair though. I start uni next month. I'm not doing music anymore. I'm gonna do economics, as its something that interests me, and the more I know the more i want to know. I still haven't got a job, although I have a few interviews this week. I applied for a few admin jobs in Westminster, which for some reason I'm not legally allowed to disclose where. Other than that not much has happened! Hope everyones ok. | | Sunday, June 15th, 2008 | | 5:58 pm |
Bollocks
On my way back to london from cardiff. I'm bored shitless. Working at a beer festival is boring. Especially when you're mixing live bands in the c.i.a surrounded by welsh drunks asking you stupid questions. I'm so glad i moved away from there. Everything in cardiff closes at 7 so people can go clubbing. How do people eat after 7 other that at a chippy? Madness, get out while you can. Else you'll turn into one of them. If i have any words wrong It's because i'm posting this from my phone with predictive text | | Friday, May 30th, 2008 | | 12:33 pm |
Xp8
Is anyone going to xp8 at the slime tomorrow, i'm going to the pre slime but not the club. | | Friday, May 2nd, 2008 | | 1:34 pm |
Wow
It's day's like this that make me realise how open minded i actually am. | | Wednesday, January 30th, 2008 | | 7:34 pm |
Anyone.
Does anyone have a cracked copy of Native instruments Battery (version 2 or 3 pereferably) that i could use untill i can afford the real thing? It seems every place i try either doesn't work or comes as part of komplete 4, which i dont want. Lame, if anyone can help i will be greatful! | | Friday, December 28th, 2007 | | 10:59 pm |
Update of sorts. So christmas was fun. I managed a whole day with my grandparents without being told I'm a fuck up either one. Things are weird, and changing. About a month or 2 ago my 16 year old cousin got pregnant. Which I find hilarious. She's also keeping it. One of my friends got his girlfriend pregnant, and they're willingly keeping it. My step grand dad died boxing day evening. Which is weird. My Mum and step dad split about 4 years ago, so I hadn't seen him since then. But I still grew up around him for 9 or so years. I don't know how to feel about this. I feel really bad for my sister and my stepdads family though. They were all on holiday at the time, except for Tony. He had really bad alzheimers and had to go into a care home whenever Irene (his wife) went away. This is also my sisters first death in the family. She must be really upset. :( Moving at some point in the near future, whenever the agency sort shit out. Moving to Bayswater. Fun fun and all that. Starting a music production course in september. Either an A-level course or a foundation degree (has to be done before degree no matter how qualified you are), fingers crossed I'm good enough for the higher course. But I doubt it. I have to actually write and produce two new songs for the interview. They can't be past pieces of work. This is to show how I am with the work at this exact moment of time. Bollocks. Gonna replace my computer soon, hopefully within the next month. So that I can run more up to date software/software that will be used on the course. I haven't used any of the logic applications much, so getting up to scratch on that will be hard. I'll also have to start working on a portfolio of music with one direction. I have to use similar styles. I have no real optimism about that at the moment, as music is something I have absolutely no confidence with. Targets for the new year. - Cut down smoking. Make sure Chip keeps her stuff in order in the flat, so there's no mess. Get a part time job, ,maybe doing some programming in a studio or something equally as remedial. Drastically improve my songwriting. Realise who my real friends are. That's about all really. Other than I hope Bowen gets better soon. :( | | Wednesday, December 26th, 2007 | | 11:26 am |
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